God works in mysterious ways in our lives. I have often been left in tears with a broken heart wondering why something had to happen. Lately with the terrible death of my service dog, Cricket, I have asked this question more than I have for quite some time.He was so young, only nine years old. Why was his death a part of the plan in our universe? Who called this precious and devoted spirit home? I miss him so very much at times, I cannot breath. I cannot think. I see his death over and over. Holding him in the car on the way to the vet as he struggled to take his last breaths.
Oh Crickie!
Tonight, as we prepare for a new life. We started bringing things in for the new puppy from the garage. The moment I opened the door and I saw his plastic kennel, I started to cry uncontrollably. My dear husband comforted me.
No, I told my husband, it cannot come up. It was Cricket's, 'Man Cave.' The place he would be sent to when he had done something he hadn't ought to have done. Sometimes, I would find him heading that direction before the command was given, like he could read my mind.
Cricket must have been a Raccoon in a former life. I surely was! He loved the jewelry I made, and collected like no other dog I have ever seen. Boy, if he got a hold of it, he would lunch out on the most prized broach or necklace. If it sparkled, not only did it belong to Momma, it belong to Cricket.
When I picked up his kennel and opened the door to pull out the little bed, I heard something rattle. Now the kennel was removed immediately after he was killed. I wondered, what could it be? So I reached in and there in my hand lay a little wooden cross with an engraving.
On one side was a quote.
"He who has begun a good work in you will SEE YOU THRU."
and on the other teeth marked side of this little cross was the follow....
"Carry On"...Philippian 1:6
A message for me, from my Dog? Maybe, maybe not. But I gently went in to where his cremated remains lie and placed it in his box...
I will carry on Cricket, I promise.
Love, Momma


